TIFFANY

What I wouldn't give -- For some sanity around these parts right now.

Life has been so awfully crazy and sad of late, I'm just not feeling it. Need that trip to indonesia ASAP. :

Never thought it could hurt like this.

Still stuck on the same song after 3 days.

Yesterday was pretty fun, I got my netbook .. It's so pretty I don't care that it only has 2hrs of battery life. Met X, had a shitload of fun, his friend's dog is sooooooo cute I wanna bring her home. Watched him call 7 different girls on the phone and watched him (with equal part amusement) go, "Baby, I miss you" or "Baby wo xiang ni". Hahaha. I still can't figure out if those girls deserve it .. Hmm I guess not but they should know what a player he is! He's really good at it though, gotta give him credit for it because he just sounds sooo genuine when he does it? Haha. He should be Mr. Date doctor or something.

So after that I kinda figured girls should never date a guy with ADHD, his attention span would be too short to have it focused on you and solely you!

I AM SO HAPPY I WENT OUT LAST NIGHT.

Hahahaha no regrets no regrets! I think I might be high on clorets or something. I have not been able to sleep and that's really .. awful because I have superbly dark dark eye circles and it really sucks. Came home at 5am and woke up at 830am today .. wtffff?

Saw the doctor yesterday but I forgot to ask him if he does surgery for dark eye circles and eyebags .. :(

My parents are going to explode at me soon for partying sooo much I swear. Haha but they should be used to it by now! Finally came up with a new name for the new site. I don't know how everyone will take it ... Ugh gonna order a macs brekkie I think don't know yet. Need to run todayyyyyyy ALRIGHT BACK 2 EMAILS

I guess .. Someday we'll get back together.

But I suppose it's just not now. Thank you for all the nice things that you have done for me and for being such a huge part of my life for the past three years.

It's so funny how things can change in a weekend. I think I'm just a majorly confused and lost person.

And thank you thank you friends for not judging. ;> Couldn't ask for better friends in this world! Muchhhhh love

Jetting off to malaysia tonight

THANK YOU IAN KETSU TAN O U 1!

Hehehe. Completely forgot to tell the parents!

Ughhhh haven't really decided if this is the life that I want but right now this is fun I'm liking the time I have to catch up with all my old friends. Samz tonight haven't seen that girl in soooooo long ;) Right, gna put some cold spoons on my puffy eyes!

This is so messed up.

I wish I could just detach myself from everything and all emotion. I'm already trying my hardest ...

SCREW THE BB I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS THE WHOLE NIGHT ...

LG CRYSTAL



I'd have expected it to be super laggy but nope, so all's good. Coming to get you soon!! WAIT FOR MEEEEE

3.14am and I'm feeling nostalgic.

Anberlin + Acceptance on youtube

I didn't realise I miss those days soooo frigging much

Your lipstick his collar, don't bother Angel I know exactly what goes on ...

I feel like sinking into dreams about those days, we had so much fun.
Well we have fun now but it's a different kinda fun, I'm not complaining but where'd all the good artistes go?

Yknow what, being a tabacco tycoon might be the way to go. You get to live in Beverly Hills (echo: THAT'S WHERE I WANNA BEEEE) OR You get to marry Gong Li. Not too shabby, eh?

Off to the post office now for a gruelling session of pasting stamps and squatting on the floor.

Arguments always tire me out.

Am undecided whether or not I should bring my camera out tonight because I never ever use it/upload photos. Hmm Hmm Hmm.

I just felt that need to write about this. I am not a religious person by nature, I have a religion, I am not proud that I am not a religious person. I would love to be disciplined enough or to love someone else more than I love myself and stop indulging in quick, fleeting joys, but alas, that is not me.

So anyway, about 1-2 months back, the boyfriend told me about a lady in his mom's church who had stage 4 cancer. The doctors gave her a year to live. So she prepared to sell her house, sell her boutique to get ready to die, (of course she was really sad about all this). And the boyfriend's mom also asked him to ask me whether I knew of anyone who was interested in taking over her business, it having a very solid and substantial base of customers that had been built up over the years. Tonight, as we returned from dinner, Karl told me that the lady had called his mom up when she was away over the weekend in KL, and said that she had gone for a full body checkup once again.

Well .. Here's the catch. The doctors told her that the tumors on her spine and other parts of the body had COMPLETELY DISAPPEARED. And even more incredulously, all the cancer cells were gone. She asked, "Is that possible? Are you sure?" And the doctors said, nope, that's not possible, but it has happened. She didn't even start chemotherapy yet, she had just been taking the chemo pills. So Karl's mom thought that she was mistaken because the lady can't speak english and neither can she understand it, and asked her to bring her medical report to church on Sunday. And Karl's mom read the report and everything was confirmed.

This is not a chain letter, it's a real life story. And I just wanted to share with everyone this amazing, amazing story. I am still awestruck by the miracle that has happened to this particular lady.

I made it to school. My dad asked me if I've started studying. Hell no, my exams are next year! Saturday was VERY awesome, had so much fun with the girls (and a guy) .. Got kicked out of St James swear I'm never going back to that place again! I don't get the reason behind why student passes can't be accepted. EVERYONE ELSE ACCEPTS IT WHY DON'T YOU?! It's pretty obvious that if you're in university = you're 18 already right???? Give or take a few months but still ...

Was surfing around and I really like these two pairs of shoes.



Undecided whether or not I should shoes frm Forever21, I've been spending so much on my card recently I reckon I should just snap it in half. The new jewelry is so nice though esp all the necklaces!!!! Am going to pay by cash for everything next month. And I swear, no more facials for me ever again cus they never work. If you're thinking of going for facials, DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT. Just go and see a derma because at least you're guaranteed results for that.

Beebee with me at the shoot!



Haha. And this is how I picture myself to look like, south-parkified.



Kyute. Am going out of the country this weekend and dreading it. Gonna miss the girlsssss
Angie if you're reading this you knw I'm gonna miss ya!

I feel myself coming down with a cold, but no matter what it is, gotta drag my sorry ass to school tomorrow morning. Must. Not. Disappoint.

Oh, wait .. The cold is already here.

Two days of school.

Am getting sooo sick of everyone asking me where the shoes in the shoot are frm. It's not like if I tell you, you're gonna rush to the store I got it frm and get it right??? It's even worse when it's a totally random person and doesn't even buy any stuff frm the store. WAIT. That is the worst, at least if you're a customer I have an obligation to answer to you. It's not like I haven't stated that all shoes are frm overseas ... Are you going to book a plane ticket just to get the shoes?

Now I know why Rumi started a blog on her shoes, I guess it wasn't out of vanity but more of necessity.

So anyway. The past two days has been really exciting (yeah right)
Went to the night safari last night with Jamie and her friend Tiger from Taiwan. I know most of the stuff are going to be on repeat if you were with me last night (read: Angie) but bear with me. Oh and her friend is REALLY called Tiger. Tiger Tai. Interesting names Taiwanese give their children. I guess his parents wanted him to go,

'"I'm Taiwanese and I'm Tiger Tai"

Like, aliteration or something .. As if Tim or Timothulus or Titus [(oh I just realised there aren't that many guys names starting with a T) .. (and Titus is a ridiculous name btw)] wouldn't have been perfectly normal names for their child.

"So are you in the mood for dessert, Tiger?"
We were in the car and I commented that that sounded somewhat sexual. I cannot be blamed.

I have a question. Would you rather be fat or look like that?



I am feeling really sick right now. The smell of fried mushrooms in the air.

So I went down to ION yesterday after chili's. VERY VERY bad idea to walk all the way down in my closed-toed, 5-inch oxfords. Boyfriend suggested taking a cab down to Tanglin from ION (still seems ridiculous on hindsight), then suggested we take the car out of the carpark and go to ION. I was being all An Tran and going, OH NO, just walk don't be lazy. Walked there, walked around, and at the 3rd quarter mark my feet started to hurt really badly. (+ Everyone was just staring at them) Took a break from them in Zara and found these ...



Okay I normally never EVER buy shoes from Zara but this was too ridiculously awesome to not buy. I don't really care that it looks like something that I might have/Something that looks like every other pair of studded shoes. I love it that I walked into the store and there was only one of each size. Plus I asked the store assistant and she said it was full leather! I was so sad that the clothes were so expensive though. Wanted to buy this pullover with sequinned shoulder details + this pullover with teensy round studs but I am terribly anti-heat. Would've loved to buy the shoulder dresses but aww shucks. Would probably never wear it out and it'd sit in my closet till the day I died, and THEN someone would dress my dead body up with it.

And I bought this particular American Apparel bodysuit but I'm guessing I wouldn't be able to rock it like she does ...



How girls wear stuff without wearing a bra is an elusive mystery to me. Non-sticky out nipples are unforunately, not my fortune.

I need to start reading some books.

Dinner later at Chili's at Tanglin!

Plan B, because Il Lido at Sentosa is completely and fully booked. :'(

Crossing my fingers it's going to be as good as the reviewers on HGW make it out to be. But first .. The post office ..

Hmm Mmmm I should think of getting myself a compact camera as a reward!

After next week maybe.

PICTURES UPP SOON. I have resolved to take photos of the feast later.

I wish people would stay kids forever.

I don't know how some people get so detestable and full of themselves once they've grown up.

Superrrr sleepy, skipped class in the morning just to go to the post office. VERY BAD. Am feeling so dirty right now because I haven't washed my hair since yesterday! Was trying to go to the gym in the afternoon but failed again. I am such a failure at doing anything if there's no chauffeur to chauffeur me around! So anyway. People have been trying to kick up quite a bit of dust (naaaaasty business) on the website's blog. I hope karma comes back and bites you hard in the ass. Posing as anonymous is one thing but posing as ME .. that's another! I am starting to ramble on and on again.

I have resolved that I ought to bring a camera around. A compact one at least! I went for Tim's housewarming on Saturday, his house looked like a cross between a castle and those ancient times restaurant in China! I should try to find a picture of it. Sentosa Cove is .. A really nice place to live, but it's soooo far away! Heh. Everyone should go take a drive there one day. Reallllyyyy nice place. With a really uh notsonice price tag! See, this is what happens when you don't have a camera, you don't have photos to substantiate your point! Oh well. Will save the photo taking for another time when we go back! Can't wait to meet them once again!

Am contemplating Korea the week after. Kim Bummieee!

I know I shouldn't be skipping school. But Korea is the land of love!

1. Set up a non-profitable dog hotel

2. Bring some money to Cambodia

3. Have an ice-cream party in Cambodia

4. Let my parents retire peacefully and happily somewhere (anywhere other than here!)

5. Buy puppies back from Thailand and Hongkong to live in my dog hotel

6. Fly to the UK for a holiday

7. Give my wardrobe a makeover

8. Acquire a shop space

9. Purchase a huge warehouse next to Cineleisure and have a neon paintballing thing going on there. It would be so cool! UV lights and all

10. Blog more often


And I mean, pots and pots of money. I badly need a compact camera No wait scratch that, I don't need a compact camera I just need to be less lazy and learn to UPLOAD my photos and save them in the computer. #10 is irrelevant. But yes. I do need to blog more. :( This journal is completely and utterly dead + my writing skills have flown out the window. Kapoof.

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Just read some fashion blogger wannabe's blog -- At least be less obvious when it comes to copying others. Serious unoriginality overload + bad english. If you kennot even spell BAG, please keep off cyberspace with your fashion cents.